Sunday, August 16, 2009

Happy Birthday, Ellie Belle!


Today my baby turns two!

I can hardly believe that it has been two years since her birth blessed our family in ways we never expected, and at the same time always hoped for! Our sweet little Bellie-Boo...with her blond curls and Daddy's blue-green eyes. A grin that will melt your heart in a sheer moment and a feistiness that will make you want to tear your hair out at times! LOL! She has a spunk about her...a vibrant little spirit and a BIG heart! She has begun to show the streak of independence that runs deep in her blood, yet she loves to snuggle into Mama's neck at the mere mention of the word. She is a daddy's girl who's face radiates while she's in his arms and after his kisses. She loves her brother (though sometimes it seems like a love-hate kind of thing! LOL!) and will ask for her "Bubba" before anyone or anything else upon waking from naps and in the morning.




At two, she already has an affinity for all things pink! Recently on a trip to Toys R Us, she spied the girls isle from a good distance away and immediately began a frenzied call for "Pink! Mama!!! Pink! Babies! Strollers! PIIINNNK!". I giggle now at remembering the look on her face!


You can often find her at home, as many little girls do, toddling around in Mommy's shoes (or anybody else's she can get ahold of!) with something resembling a purse on one arm and a pair of sunglasses, a cell phone, a baby doll or a necklace in the other. :) I constantly find myself amazed at the differences between her and her brother! How she has a seemingly innate lure to the feminine side of life and how, much unlike her mother, she LOVES purses, shoes, and clothes. (I'm not so much of a fashionista myself...though I like those things.) And...much unlike her brother, she will cry (or scream!) at the drop of a hat, simply to get your attention or demonstrate that she doesn't like something that is happening to her! LOL! I think it's God's way of teaching me patience and temperance! LOL!

Anyway you look at it though, she is a bright spot in all our lives! We love you with every ounce of our beings, Ellie Paige! You make our lives so sweet! Happy 2nd Birthday!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

No Training Wheels!

Before I begin....ahem...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUNT KIM! We love you!

Just a quick post tonight, as it is late and its been a full day! But I couldn't pass up the chance to brag about Luke! This evening, after an afternoon of yard work, Ty got the wild idea to let Luke test out his bike WITHOUT his training wheels. Being a little skeptical that he was ready for such a big step, I was AMAZED when, after less than 5 minutes on the bike, he was riding like a pro! Wanna see for yourself? Here's a little clip! The elapsed time over the clips is less than 15 minutes, and of-course you'll hear me flip out a little when I see him riding solo for the first time EVER! (You'll also hear our crazy neighbors being loud...so just ignore 'em!) I am such a proud Mama tonight!!! Way to go, Luke!!



PS....It only took 6 months or so, but did you notice I finally updated the kids' "This time last year" photo? And I updated the montage list too! My, my...where has the time gone?

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Family Day

With little on the agenda this weekend, and since we were apart from our favorite little people last weekend, Ty and I decided to make today a fun family day. The kids and I have had such a GREAT week together, but I know Ty has missed spending time with them as he worked all week. So this morning, after I took a nice, long run and we all got ready, we headed up to Riley's Farm in Oak Glen (just a short 10 minute drive from home!) to go raspberry picking.

I had been to Riley's several times when I taught at Banner for their revolutionary war reennactment; and of-course I had popped up there a time or two for their super yummy apple pies :), but we had never gone as a family. We had SUCH a good time! Both Luke and Ellie were so excited and as we arrived, they could hardly sit still in their carseats! We were all happily surprised that we got to enjoy a tractor-pulled hay ride up to the raspberry patches, and we had a blast hunting through the thickets for the best raspberries we could find! Far more berries ended up in the kids' tummies rather than in the baskets, but it was wonderful! The weather has been so great the last few days too...low 80's with brillant blue skies and just the tiniest wisps of clouds. Perfection! It made our morning all the more enjoyable!

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Once our baskets were mostly filled, the kids ran around in the grassy area before heading back on the tractor to where we parked. We strolled the beautiful grounds, letting Luke explore, while Ellie and I walked hand in hand along the paths! Luke is all boy, let me tell you! Once he is let loose, you would be hard pressed not to find a stick or rock in hand, and he is off and running! We could just see the joy written all over his face today! He had so much fun! And Ellie...she finally seems to have hit the age where she is happy to walk on her own as long as she has a hand to hold (fine by me!), and she will give you an ear-full of each and every thing she sees! Such a little GIRL (which I love) though I fear she has a streak of her mama's independence in her...she definitely want to do things on her own these days. :) LOL!


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There is a great little tavern at Riley's Farms now, so we filled our bellies with yummy sandwhiches before heading home. That's when I caught these photos of my boys! I just LOVE how they look here...its how I often see them together...father and son, with Luke's adoration for his daddy written all over his face! Oh how I love them!!

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What a great day!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Back to the Basics

***The little photo montage is at the bottom! :)***

We are back. Back from nature...back from camping...back to the basics. And what a wonderful journey it was!

We spent the past 3 nights in Mineral King; our favorite little niche in the world, carved out by a sequence of summers some time ago where we discovered God, solitude and a mutual love of the outdoors. A part of my heart resides in that valley, and the feeling I get when I arrive there can scarcely be put into words. A feeling of being so at peace...so at home...so content. My heart is at rest in that place. And that is how I felt each of these past three days. Bliss.

We arrived there a few minutes past midnight on Thursday evening/Friday morning, and after a two hour and 26 mile climb to the valley floor (after the 5 hour drive to the base of the mountain), we were deflated to learn that the most prized Cold Springs Campground was full. :( Looking like we had just lost our best friends, we turned around and headed back down the mountain about 6 miles to the only other campground available, and were simply grateful for just one little site left to pitch our tent amid the darkness.

We slept a few hours until dawn began to break open the sky and bright blue light began to pierce the dreams that rolled in my mind. We had a plan to rise in the morning and drive back to Cold Springs in hopes that someone might be vacating their campsite for us to snatch, and with anticipation in my heart, I could not sleep. I giggled aloud when I peaked at my watch when my eyes popped open and it read 6:18am....my sweet Luke must've been waking at that time just as he does every morning. A mother's heart just senses things such as these I think, and I have been well programmed by his internal clock! :)

Once I convinced my husband that it was finally time to arise (an hour or so later), we ate some breakfast, enjoyed the best steaming mug of french-pressed coffee found on this side of the Great Western Divide and got ready to head out. We met our camping neighbors then, as they were seemingly preparing for the same kind of morning...a couple maybe 5 years older than us from Prague, traveling through the western U.S. with their 8 year-old boy/girl twins. Ingrid and Peter were there names (I can't recall the children's names, though I have it written down in the car, along with their address, email and phone numbers which they gave to us that same morning). We spoke to them at length that morning, after being asked to possibly recommend some places to visit in California during the rest of their 20 day stay. Neat people, there were. We ended up riding with them up the road that morning, helping them to find a new campsite like we were searching for and each day, we found them along the same trails and lakes that we were also hiking. Our conversations with them seemed to echo what turned out to be a one of the themes of our long weekend...simplicity, or the return back to it.

Back to the basics. It was the lack of technology and the amplified solitude that truly made me feel alive this weekend! Being in a place like that, surrounded in granite peaks, drenched in the aroma of pine trees and campfire, and bathed in such unabashed beauty, I began to see how, with so many distractions and responsibilities in the day-to-day world, my joy can be easily robbed from me. How the cell phones and computers and Facebook and television all work so hard to distract me and narrow my focus to a little pinpoint of self. Because for me, true joy arises when I shake free from all those distractions and turn outward, looking at the beauty around me. I realized it as we hiked that first day. With my heart thumping away in my chest and my lungs aching for more air as we climbed the 2,200 feet in elevation to our prized Eagle Lake (aka Engagement Lake). There I was, sucking air at 9,000 feet, focused inward at the torment my body was enduring; willing myself to move a bit faster...one dusty footstep at a time up that sometimes steep terrain. My focus aimed downward at my feet and inward to my chest. And then suddenly, I came to a stop, needing a rest...needing for my heart to slow its crazy pace. It was then, as I looked up from my filthy shoes, that I realized all that I had been missing along the way! Beauty! Intense, bold beauty! Literally, I had been so focused on myself and getting there, that I was missing the whole point of the journey...to enjoy the beauty! If you will, I was missing the forest for the trees! LOL! It was then, and along the trails the remainder of the weekend, through long conversations with Ty and deep stretches of comfortable silence, where God spoke some small, but profound truths into my heart. Things that I am not sure I have words to articulate. Things that I am not sure I want to. Things that are better left understood by the heart.

A smile crosses my face now, putting myself back on those trails, feeling God's presence and the deep companionship I felt there with Ty. My heart swells now as it did in that valley. I am so, so thankful for the time we had this past weekend! So thankful!!!

Backing up a bit, we did find a new (aka PERFECT) campsite in Cold Springs on Friday morning. Right along the creek, enclosed in pine trees and lime green foliage. Our little corner of paradise! We hiked to Eagle Lake Friday after lunch. A gut-thumping climb for us both! Though this was our third visit to the lake, it seemed more difficult than we remembered, maybe because we just weren't acclimated yet. Two hours, 2200 feet and 3.4 miles up, we arrived at the lake around 3pm, just as the clouds were starting to build along the tops of the peaks. We came across an adolescent black bear along the trail, some 50 yards from us and meandered through some intensely beautiful wildflowers along the way. The lake was even more beautiful than I remembered, and we dangled our feet along the cold edge, snacking on trail mix for quite some time. Ty, the brave, BRAVE soul that he is, even got IN the lake! That water was cold, let me tell you!!! But he did it! I resigned to taking photographs instead! :) Go figure!

It rained on us during our journey back down the mountain, and I count those moments as some of my most favorite of the weekend. Being there on the trail, moving quickly through the switchbacks, smelling the moist, alpine earth and watching the drops fall on the backdrop of pine trees and wildflowers. Again....bliss!

We made it back to camp around dinner time to find our tent and sleeping bags slightly drenched because we forgot to put the rainfly on top! Oops! LOL! Nothing a few towels and a sizzling campfire couldn't remedy though! After we dried off and cleaned up, we filled our bellies, enjoyed the soothing effects of a glass or two of chilled wine and watched the deer meander through camp. A few hours, a few s'mores and a few logs on the fire later, it was time for sleep. A quiet, soothing end to an exhausting, but enchanting kind of day!

Dawn broke a tad later for me Saturday morning! It was already 7:30 when my eyes slowly drifted open. Yay for sleeping in! :) We had decided on a longer, new hike this day and by 10:30 we were on our way to Monarch Lakes. Another 8.4 mile (round trip), 3 hour (one way) hike to the most pristine set of alpine lakes I have EVER seen! A great hike too...less strenuous it seemed than the day before, though the elevation gain (2,500 ft) was more intense and the distance a bit longer. Strange. We must've just been better acclimated the second day. It was a GREAT hike (though Ty's poor feet would have argued differently...he broke open both heels on that climb!) We arrived at the upper lake sometime around 1pm and ate what tasted like the best PB&J sandwiches and chips I have ever had! LOL! Food tastes a whole lot better when you work so hard for it! :) For those of you who remember the ziploc bag story from the day we got engaged, it will make you laugh to hear that Ty deposited another little gift into this lake....his sock! :) Thank goodness he brought an extra pair, just in case 'cause the poor guy would have been hiking home with sock-less, blistered feet!

Saturday evening back at camp was spent in much the same fashion as Friday. We washed up in the creek, again filled our hungry bellies, nursed our sore muscles with a little Advil and a little more wine :) and read our books by fire light. Solitude poured upon solitude! Life was good!

We packed up and made our way for home around noon yesterday; leaving our favorite place with happy, peaceful hearts and promises to return with Luke and Ellie maybe in the year or two to come. They will come to love it up there as much as we do, this I know. I look forward to sharing our piece of Heaven on Earth with them someday. For now though, I cherish it as my quiet little corner of the world where that still, small voice in my heart speaks boldly and my heart finds rest along side my best friend.

***Here are our pictures from the weekend, set to the only song (a current favorite of mine by Addison Road) that played in my mind along the hiking trails and in camp!***